Wait

Feel I’m on the verge of some great truth
Where I’m finally in my place
But I’m fumbling still for proof
And it’s cluttering my space
Casting shadows on my face

Though I have the strength to move a hill
I can hardly leave my room
So I sit perfectly still
And I’ll listen for a tune
While my mind is on the moon

And If I stumble, and if I stall
And if I slip now, and if I should fall
And if I can’t be, all that I could be
Will you? Will you wait for me?

Cause everywhere I seem to be
I am only passing through
I dream these days about the sea
I always wake up feeling blue
Wishing I could dream of you

So if I stumble, and If I fall
And if I slip now, and loose it all
And if I can’t be, all that I could be
Will you? Will you wait for me?

And wait for me
And wait for me
And wait for me
Won’t you wait for me?
Wait-Alexi Murdoch
I've shared this song before and today I share it as the closing song for musicmarch: my theme song. Over the last couple of years, this song has become my personal prayer. On one hand, I feel I'm at the precipice of great change in the name of following God's call on my life. But, at the same time, I feel like I'm unable to take the right steps quickly or assuredly enough. And, sometimes I'm not even sure I'm hearing correctly. So, I just pray that God will be patient with me as I stumble and trip around and that, most importantly, someday what I do will have been worth the wait.